Oh my gosh It's been awhile but I am back. =o) I missed most of you and if you don't know who I am, well youuuuuu stink. =o) 2 Comments | Send To Friend | 4 September 2008

Question without a topic... DATING ADVICE | Are there still any guys out there that dont want a relationship from a girl? that still wanna just casually date? I swear it seems like nowadays all guys want is relationships. wtf?!?! Cant a girl just find a guy that wants to go out sometimes and NOT want a relationship. If someone finds one lemme know because I DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP! 2 Comments | Send To Friend | 10 December 2006

Peaches this is for a specific person since i know he reads this. Peaches thank you for everything. We might have had hard times but im glad we are on speaking terms again. You always have been and always will be my heart. I missed you and thank you for making me smile again. 0 Comments | Send To Friend | 18 October 2006

WOOHOO! White Sox WON! CHAMPAGNE PARTY! Im talking to Peaches. Life is great 1 Comments | Send To Friend | 7 October 2005

Word to the wise Everyone says that as you grow older you grow wiser. Thats what we are suppose to do at least. They also say that when faced with unforunate circumstances one either stands tall or curls up into a ball. ( My great grandfather said that) Perhaps maybe he was right. He was the one person that I seemed to always listen too and for many that know me, know, i dont listen to many people at all. When faced with unfortunate circumstances people tend to focus everything they have on the negative instead of the positive. Granted, the negatives do out weigh the postitives in situations like that. Many people lead their day to day lives and forget to cherish those simple moments. Whether it be; watching tv, listening to music, hanging out with friends, spending time with loved ones or even chatting with friends online. So many people are incapable of doing those things and yet we take those thing for granted. I play my part in that as well. A person once told me that life isnt measured by how many breaths you take but how many moments that take your breath away. I hate to admit it but he was right. Ive had many moments that have taken my breath away. I was always taught to smile no matter what. Its something that I have lived by always. Smiles are contagious. One smile can brighten up someones day and their mood greatly. But during everything I only smile once in awhile. What the hell is wrong with me? Everything that I have been taught, every piece of advice that has been given I have totally thrown aside and for what? Im not sure on that one. thats the end of my rant for now. Sometimes you just have to get these things down to remind yourself. 1 Comments | Send To Friend | 5 October 2005

Just dont get it my once best friend decided to IM me today. Even knowing full well that i wont talk to him anymore. anways Him: You can't ignore me forever silence Him: I am sorry but you shouldnt be ignoring me just because i was having trouble dealing with it. Me: you were having trouble dealing with it? oh, im sorry. i shouldve made everything so much easier on you because you were the one that was sick at the time. Oh WAIT! you WERENT I WAS! Him: I hate it when you're mad. Me: I'm not mad anymore. I was mad at you when you were at my birthday party. Him: Then why the hell do you ignore me? Me: Because i have no desire to talk to someone that is suppose to be a best friend but when its convient for himself. Him: Youre being a b!tch. Me: I have every right too. After everything I have done and been there for, you decided that you couldnt take me being sick so you walked away? You intentionally did it without telling me and then you just show up out of no where and say youre sorry. Sorry for what? You couldnt of said that MONTHS ago. Him: stop being a b!tch. Me: Then leave me the flip alone. (end conversation) I just dont get it. Am i suppose to forgive him because he wants me to? Well i dont freaking feel like it. He walked away when i got really sick and needed him and then he walks back around me and thinks nothing of it. WHAT THE FLIP IS WRONG WITH SOME PEOPLE?!?!?! On a side note: I forgive people for harmless things but the ONE thing I never will forgive is when someone intentionally hurts me. Which he did. He waited damn near a year to say he was sorry. OMG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 Comments | Send To Friend | 4 October 2005

Know when to back off okay some people are really dense and stupid it just throws me for a loop. I think CampusKiss should implement a new feature: When you block someone they shouldnt be able to look at your profile at all. You should make it so when they sign into their account or something and try and search for your name that nothing comes up. Or it says you are unable to view this profile. Something of that nature. Now i dont know if this bothers anyone else but I know I have two people who CONSTANTLY look at my profile AND when I make a new name they find me. Now this just freaks me out completely. Considering that I paid for a membership and I dont feel like deleting my profile and repaying, yeah. That is how stalking begins That is my suggestion since I cant figure out how to make one of feedback. Okay Im done 2 Comments | Send To Friend | 25 September 2005